The road to our love

Okay let me begin telling you our story, it might sound weird for some people or not possible for others but it is possible if you believe in your love and if you are willing to make some sacrifices.


And so to start our story, It all began on a regular Friday evening I was really bored and my friends couldn't  go out  because they were busy, that's why I decided to go on Google and look for Chats to burn some time. I typed the word "chat" in Google, I found a gay chat I was kinda shocked at first but that doesn't mean I have any problems with gay people, don't get the wrong idea or get bored let me continue... so then I finally found an International Webcam-Chat It looked interesting, since most of the people were from different countries, I thought it would be fun to have a little chat with people which are thousands of miles away. In this chat you see all kinds of people from freaks to geeks, from normal to weirdos, unfortunately as we all know in chat rooms there are always Pedophiles looking for little kids and this chat was no exception. Anyways I saw this girl for the first time, I couldn't believe my eyes at first after seeing all kinds of people, I was really surprised to see this beautiful girl her eyes lit up the whole chat room she was out of this world... I sent her a message to spark up some conversation, unfortunately she had some internet problems and couldn't see what I said to her, she kept ignoring me at first, so I asked her if she would like to go on private Webcam with me because, I wanted to get to know her a little more, but she seemed stressed out from all these people writing her at the same time, so at first she was not so interested in me at all; I was just one guy from the rest. I waited about 2 minutes before getting on a private web-cam chat with her. When she saw me the first time she was surprised. She told me that she can't believe that a guy like me comes to this kinda chats, not trying to be arrogant here but thats what she said... so we began to talk about random stuff until she had to go eat :(. Fortunately, before she left  she asked me for my messenger to keep in touch, I thought it was cool so I gave her my messenger address. 


About three hours later she came online in MSN Messenger, so I wrote her "hey you are finally back" she quickly replied by saying "yea sorry I took so long, I had to do something else", as I started writing with her more she told me that She had a boyfriend, at first I really didn't care because she was over in London studying English, and I am living in New York. So I thought it wouldn't get anywhere, but we connected immediately and wrote to each other everyday and night even until the next morning, we understood each other so good that we could literally chat about anything it was amazing! We started talking two days before my birthday, so after we go to know each other a little better she came to the idea to write me a Text Message for my birthday, she said she was going to write me a message exactly at 12:01 AM my time, despite the 5 hour difference we had at the time, I thought it was really sweet so I gave her my number. She kept her word by writing me a text message for my 22nd birthday.I was 21 when I first started talking to her and she was 19. I was shocked to get this message from her because I thought she had forgotten all about it, but she didn't, I couldn't believe she would wake up just to send me a text message for my birthday, It was the sweetest thing. After some weeks of non-stop writing. She called me for the first time just to prove me that she could speak English, but I am sure she just wanted to hear my voice too ;).  The minute I heard her voice I was in another world, I now know what she looked like and sound like, so it felt a little bit more real for me.


After that phone call, we would still always talk to each other everyday in MSN, well write to each other, we always called it talking because it felt very real for us. Anyways we then began to like each other more and more after writing for over weeks, we spent most of our free time getting to know each other a little better every single day. She had a boyfriend at the time, I think I already mentioned that well; she broke up with him after some weeks because it didn't work out with him anymore, he was in Switzerland where  she lives. To make a long story short, the reason she broke up with him is because after she was in London he never really cared to talk to her at all, he was always going on his own way, which I thought it was kind of selfish of him. She would always tell me about how bad things are going with her boyfriend I would always try to be supportive by telling her, it will all get better is just the distance etc... but It never did.


Two months after the break-up with her boyfriend we both saw that we started to like each other and that we both felt the same way. Sometimes we would get even jealous that we went out to parties or hanging out with friends, it was really crazy because I am not usually the jealous type, but I really wanted to be with this girl so freaking bad that I would feel sad when she would tell me that she went out to a club or a bar,  I thought I was really going crazy so I didn't really say anything on how I felt at the time to her because I didn't want her to think I was jealous. Once we talked about our feelings she told me that she felt the same way and that she would usually get sad when I would go out to a club or a bar. 

We began to like eachother way more then we even thought possible. Everything was so crazy I couldn't believe this feelings were real. Anyways we talked about everything, and anything that we talked about connected us. I immediately knew that this was something really special. talking and talking for days, weeks, months.. Then she began to call me a lot, we would always have something to talk about. We connected from the very  beginning, so from there on we took our relationship more serious, we committed to each other more day by day. The feelings kept growing more each day, there was a time that I thought I was going really crazy for this girl, I couldn't think about anything else but her, from the very moment I woke up until the moment I went to sleep. The only bad thing was that I was really confused about all this, and I didn't really have any body to talk to, if I would tell my family or friends they would think I am crazy or something or they would make fun of me. I am sure they wouldn't understand me, thats why I didn't bother to tell anybody I kept all by myself, I even went on the internet to see if other people were going through the same thing as me, and I found that some people have it too, I knew I was falling in love with this girl, I mean I loved everything about her. I loved so much how she is, that's when I knew it was true love; I never in my life loved someone for who they are and she was the very first girl I ever loved for how she is, this was really true love! 


As the months passed, we still kept in touch by MSN everyday, she was soon over with her English school in London, so it was time for her to go back where she lives (Switzerland) She would always tell me that she didn't know how it we would make it work once shes back in Switzerland since she would have to do a lot of things at home, we were afraid that we would not find time to keep writing to each other, but we never lost hope.


Then one day she told me that she will come to visit me. First I thought she was joking, But she told me that she wants to make our love real, she wanted to meet each other for the first time, I couldn't believe my luck at first, but I was also afraid that she might not like how I am in person, I was afraid that we might not connect once we really meet and everything would break. But she finally convinced me to meet each other; she kept saying that her dream was to finally meet me and make our love real and just to be able to hug me. And to be honest I felt the exact same way, I just wanted to finally meet her but I was afraid of how things might turn out in person... Finally the next morning she told me that she had gotten a fly ticket and that she was coming on the 4th of September of 2010, I couldn't believe it my jaw just dropped we finally had a fixed date to see each other... I remember my excitement increased as each day passed,  I just wanted to meet her so bad, I could finally hug her. We were both so happy to meet each other, we always talked about how things would be when we would meet for the very first time what we would do etc... 

                                                                                      

September 3rd of 2010, just one day before she was finally here in New York, I couldn't really talk to her that day so much, we maybe talked for about 1 hour if so, she was really busy with her packing etc, I was really nervous, I had also recently moved to a new apartment; so I was really busy unpacking and fixing my room up for her. I remember that night was the longest night of my life... I was so nervous I couldn't really sleep at all, the anxiety of meeting my true soul mate was over the roof, I was too nervous I didn't know how things would turn out, I had to pick her up exactly at 5:20 pm the very next day, I left home around 4 pm, it was about an one hour drive, I got there at 5pm, I remember how nervous I was I was literally shaking, I waited over two hours because they checked everybody's luggage etc, in those two hours I walked around the airport like a headless chicken no joke... I went to the bathroom like 20 times if not more, and then I finally saw her walking out from the gate I only saw her right side, she looked gorgeous. I came up to her from behind, I wanted to hug her so bad BUT I froze, I couldn't believe it was her, she looked even better than in web cam, it was like a dream come true... I helped her with her bags we talked on the way to the car and then we finally drove home.


Part ll is coming soon! Thank you for reading, I will continue it later on how things turned out after we met etc, Please don't leave any bad or stupid comments because I wont hesitate to delete them and thanks again for reading my blog!.




Cheers.